Assalamualaikum :)
Referring to the title Im so
grateful with what Allah has given me.
Basically this is my last semester in my diploma. Ahhhh cant wait to wrap everything up and
pursue my degree. Freak not, im not an ANC holder. But still, alhamdulillah.
The thing is not about berapa kali or what,
its just me being thankful with all the countless blessings that Allah gives me. Peeps, I know myself better (aku
rasalah). Aku pon taktau nak cakap macam
mana. People think I struggle like
crazyyyyyy like a month before finals I couldnt sleep study drank caffeine
every night not taking bath not talking to others and everything.
What people think: (Two
days before finals) She must have
started her revision.
What I think: Umm whats the latest movie on
cinema? Omg Polis Evo must watch must watch. I mean I cant torture my brain mannn. It gotta get some rest to perform on finals bla bla bla hehe.
What people think: Tomorrow got paper, she must have covered
all chapters already.
What I think: Tomorrow
got paper, still got time to study tonight.
Umm by the way which handbag will suit me better? Gotta buy
new one before sem break, ya know the "girls should be two things" and whatnot *smirk.
Aiyooo. Thats what happen to me every semester. Tapi tipulah kalau aku kata tak struggle
langsung, because I did. A night before
paper I usually dont sleep. I used to drank 3 cups of nescafe and ended up demam the next day. Because I
have lots of thing to read and then I started to hate myself. Why lah I didnt study earlier sigh.
Jadi bila dapat result, aku akan
terkejut dan bersyukur sebab aku rasa effort yang aku letak tak cukup for me to
deserve that kind of results.
Update: I've been keeping this post in my draft for so long. I dah masuk degree baru nak post lol
Update: I've been keeping this post in my draft for so long. I dah masuk degree baru nak post lol